I can`t believe the things I`ve said
Like all the times I`d hope that you were dead
What`s going on inside my head?
To think of you is only making me red

You shut me out and I can`t believe it
Was I so blind that I couldn`t see it
You offered love and I didn`t need it
I`m tired of holding back
I`m tired of holding back
I`m tired of holding back

It`s getting old, your bigotry
I`m getting fed up with the things you`re telling me
Your world`s so dark that you can`t see
That all your anger is your only energy

You shut me out and I can`t believe it
Was I so blind that I couldn`t see it
You offered love and I didn`t need it
I`m tired of holding back

You shut me out and I can`t believe it
Was I so blind that I couldn`t see it
You offered love and I didn`t need it
I`m tired of holding back